2 days before Spiky turned 3 months old I had to return to work. It was extremely hard, and it’s been 3 weeks and it’s still extremely hard. I’ve been told multiple times that it will get easier but so far it hasn’t but that could always change. I am thankful that I do not have to put Spiky in day care he is either at home with my husband or at my mom’s house. I work night shift so he is sleeping most of the time we are separated anyway. I still breastfeed so I spend about an hour at work pumping, which is awkward for me. But totally worth it! My supervisor is super supportive of the pumping but I think by law she has to be.